Tyler Ward - The Hardest Thing

Still framed photograph

Of you.. and me together

Is all I have of me and you

Anymore

We were so in love and

We thought it would last forever

But in the storms

*we were torn*

Chorus:

And I won't forget you

I don't regret you

And the hardest thing I have to do is

To live without you

And I wonder why

We both walked away

I'm lost without you

Still crazy for ya

Just turn around come back

Because your smile is overdue

And I miss... I miss you

2nd verse:

If I only knew the words to say

That would make you turn around

I would say those words to you

More.. than a million times

It's been forever but that hasn't changed

What you mean to me

*Darling can't you see...?*

Chorus:

That I won't forget you

I don't regret you

And the hardest thing I have to do is

To live without you

And I wonder why

we both walked away

I'm lost without you

Still crazy for ya

Just turn around come back

Because your smile is overdue

And I miss... I miss you

Bridge:

I'm sorry for

All I did

What I said

And

The things I hid

I'm finally over me

Is that too late.. for you?

I can't imagine where I'd be

If you had never rescued me

You gave me what I need

And I need you coz I need you

Chorus:

And I won't forget you

I don't regret you

And the hardest thing I have to do is

To live without you

And I wonder why

We both *walked away*

I'm lost without you

Still crazy for ya

Just turn around come back

Because your smile is overdue

And I miss... I miss you

'Very touching, but I still dunno what I'm feeling touched about lol :P' - TSY

Tyler ward - Falling

And the conversation was right

Underneath the shade of moonlight

You were standing there

With sun-touched hair

And your dress the color white

Like an aeroplane

I took flight

Fell in love with you that first night

Cause you danced with me

And I could see that there was more to life

I'm falling

I'm falling

In love with you

I'm falling

I'm falling

In love with you-ooh

Just before the strike of midnight

You said "This could be the good life"

And you say "Goodbye, hope that I get to see you soon"

Then I walked for several miles

Couldn't rid me of my smile

Cause you found me and I found you

In this lovely month of June

I'm falling

I'm falling

In love with you

I'm falling

I'm falling

In love with you

Will you catch me

Because lately

You're a dream come true

Say you love me

You are lovely

Do you feel it too?

I'm falling (Catch me, hold me, feel me baby)

I'm falling (Hug me, want me, find me baby)

In love with you (Tell me, hold me, feel me baby)

I'm falling (Hug me, want me, follow me babe)

I'm falling

In love with you

I'm falling (Catch me, hold me, feel me baby)

I'm falling (Hug me, want me, find me baby)

In love with you (Tell me, hold me, feel me baby)

I'm falling (Hug me, want me, follow me babe)

I'm falling

In love with you

'My new fav youtube male singer :)' - TSY

Quoting myself - Quote of the day!

1. Just because I'm in a constant state of blur-ness, it doesn't mean you don't tell me anything.

2. A message or a call, you just can't afford to tell your dear friend up on second floor that you're going back early?

3. When the friendship in a gang of friends started to revolve around one particular member of the gang, then is it still called friendship?
4. Over-thinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, twists things around, makes you worry and just makes everything much worse than it actually is.
5. Sometimes, I just wish life could be simple. Just let me live my life. Just let me be.
6. 

Memories

When I rewatched the slides that I've made for the talkshow, I've realised that is one of the times that I've really put all my effort into and that it turned out amazing. The script was brilliant (not just patting myself on the back lol), the slides were awesome with some complexity in animations and sound effects (I was addicted to putting in Narnia, Pirates of the Carribean, WoW, and Stardust OSTs) though the advertisements were a bit shoddy (we added in the 'S.H.E.' advert! :)), the group members were great at contributing ideas and helping out, the acting was believable, and this was my first time cropping audio to fit my slides with prefect timing lol. Overall, it was fun and an amazing experience that will always make me smile whenever I rewatched the slides.

I rmb the shocked look on Ms Chuah's face when she heard our 'guest entrance' music and when we addressed her as a reviewer for Times magazine lol.

Tried to find the theme music for NTV7 but failed though I made the logo rotate so it looks like the real one hehe.

Lifehouse - Broken

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time

I am here still waiting (though) i still have my doubts

I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain, there is healing

Every night I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead

I still see your reflection.. inside of my eyes

That are looking for (a) purpose... they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain (in the pain), there is healing

Every night (every night) I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm *hangin'* on another day

Just to see what.. you throw my way

And I'm *hanging* on to the words you... say

You *said* that I will.. be OK......

The broken lights on the freeway

Left me here alone

I may have lost my way now,

Haven't forgotten........ my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain(In the pain) there is healing

*Every night* I find *meaning*

So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm *holdin' on* (I'm still holdin'),

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm *holdin' on* (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' *on* (I'm still holdin'), I'm barely holdin' on to you

"A very nice music video which is open to different interpretations, emotional and deep lyrics, what more can you ask for? :)" S.Y.

Elliott Yamin - 3 Words

Every story has an ending

Ours is just the same

We can’t run away

Where’s the glory in holding onto something

We can’t change

Ooh

Where’s the distance between the things you say

And what you do

Let’s just tell the truth

And the resistance

Pretending that our love is bulletproof

When it’s all over

Say it’s all over

You pulled me in and shut me out

But that’s no way to say you need me

You lift me up and let me down

Apologise and say you love me

We need more than 3 words to take us backwards

It’s almost like we’re tryna find another way to say it’s over

To say it’s over

Do you remember the mystery in how it used to be

Or is that just me

Ohh

The feeling lingers

But never long enough to make me believe

That it’s not over

It’s really over

You pulled me in and shut me out

But that’s no way to say you need me

You lift me up and let me down

Apologise and say you love me

We need more than 3 words to take us backwards

It’s almost like we’re tryna find another way to say it’s over

To say it’s over

Tonight we’ll see the last of us

The final scene

Tonight

Tonight

You pulled me in and shut me out

But that’s no way to say you need me

You lift me up and let me down

Apologise and say you love me

We need more than 3 words to take us backwards

It’s almost like we’re tryna find another way to say it’s over

To say it’s over

To say it’s over

To say it’s over

Every story has an ending

Ours is just the same

"I heard this song at McD and I was like... wow, who the hell is the singer, I simply must find out! And I did! ^^" S.Y.

Update!! ttttwwwoooo!

Yes, yes, I should update this blog more often as it's my life's only 'black and white' documentation, heheh.

Anyway, I'm legally an adult now - 21 lol! The bday cake they bought was pandan layer cake (maybe coz they think I'm still sick) and it actually tasted not that good - I hate pandan cakes! But well, I'm not going to complain and be ungrateful so I just smiled and ate - then got leftovers pulak - 4 friggin pieces!!

And on my bday, I've found out that a fb friend - that I've never known irl, I'm positive - suddenly said want to change his status from 'fb gaming buddy' to something else *hint*hint* LOL. My imagination's running wild, ain't it? Well, he wants to be irl friends and I said fine then, just tell me when. Then, he said depends on my free time, then I said oh yeah hor, I'm in Kampar while he's in Penang and I said I will tell him when I'm coming back. Gosh, I sounded so bad, ya? >< I'm really bad at these kinds of stuff.

Another thing, FYP's going rather smoothly I think - maybe later will realise cannot finish LOL. I've got my pure cultures - most of them anyway, except for my new sample, the pickled juice, and the recently discovered mixed culture, the light soy sauce. But, well, enuf about that, I'm going to start on differential agars soon - tomorrow start preparing agars! Wheeeee! Rofl. P/S: I've lost a very important piece of paper for my FYP and I'm still grieving over it ><

The class leh, sooo boring and I'm not sure what the important points are and yet I have not yet started making notes! Gosh!!! I want to get 4 flat OR an A+ for this subject lehhhh!

Besides being tired almost everyday after lab, I've started my guitar lesson number 1 with Yin Huan! :) I've learned some of the chords and I've also memorised some. Maybe soon I can start plucking a song out then move on to strumming :P

Okayyy, I think that's it. Will talk soon!

Graduation

I've been doing a lot of thinking about this recently and guess what? I just went home today after pasar malam, finished half my food, then wrote this song lyric - song not named yet though and there are no music for it... yet xP

Anyway, enjoy my first attempt at songwriting!

It seems like just yesterday

We're having fun

Laughing and joking in the hall

But now we're at the end

Of our 4-year journey

Looking back now

How I wish it would last

But every story has an ending

Ours is just the same

this is the end, this is our graduation

Let us not grief

Let us not cry

We have our memories

To last us a lifetime

How I will miss you

My dear friends

The time we've spent together

Laughing our worries off

Talking like there's no tomorrow

How I will miss you

My dear classmates

The time we've spent teasing

Having the time of our lives

How... I will miss you

The ceremony's starting

The long-winded speeches

And the endless parade

The bittersweet feeling

Of separation and graduation

(it's just epic)

You'll know you always have

Our friendship, love and care

But every story has an ending

Ours is just the same

this is the end, this is our graduation

Let us not grief

Let us not cry

We have our memories

To last us a lifetime

How I will miss you

My dear friends

The time we've spent together

Laughing our worries off

Talking like there's no tomorrow

How I will miss you

My dear classmates

The time we've spent teasing

Having the time of our lives

How... I will miss you

No matter how far we're apart

I'm sure we'll find a way

To be in touch

To keep in touch...

Let us not grief

Let us not cry

We have our memories

To last us a lifetime

How I will miss you

My dear friends

The time we've spent together

Laughing our worries off

Talking like there's no tomorrow

How I will miss you

My dear classmates

The time we've spent teasing

Having the time of our lives

How... I will miss you

Will miss you

Will miss you

Will miss you...