My First Date - feelings =)

I never would have thought that I'd find someone like you - actually, I never thought I'd find any guy at all to spend my life with. But then, I met you.

At first you were quiet. The silent type in our group. Then you slowly changed, you talked a lot more, joked around a lot more, and when we played RO2 together, you are so amiable and talkative that I can hardly believe that you were the same person in real life! I find that I can talk freely with you. You love science and am aware of current news. You can know a person spot on and their interests as well. You are quite good-looking in your own unique nerdy/geeky sort of way :P

They started talking about us being together and that time, I was extremely shy and uncertain. I'm not sure whether that good feeling that I have when I'm with you is true or that I can be matched up to you or that I have the courage to say that 'I love you'. Then you started coming to Pg Island to jio me out. Even then, I was shy and wanted someone to be there besides you while I check you out from a safe distance. At the War Musuem, I've discovered that you're knowledgeable and that you're cute and funny :) But, it is at Kek Lok Si, I felt something different - especially when you asked me about that couple keychain. And when I re-view all our pics, I realised my good feelings may just be the start of the magical and yet elusive 'love'. However, I'm still afraid, insecure about myself, lacking in confidence - I needed that push to get me over that fence.

That day came perhaps a bit too soon ehehe, but I don't mind it :)  On 22/1/13, Lyra started to get my feelings about you out of me. I was reluctant at first, but then she told me what you've told her. It somewhat eliminated my uncertainty that I was tepuk sebelah tangan - and then I shared my feelings with her. She told me that opportunities don't come easy and sometimes (quoting you :P), once the train started, you can run forever to chase that train but you might never catch it. She motivated me and gave me some courage to step gingerly across that fence into a whole new world.

That world is more amazing and beautiful than I could ever imagine and it's filled with our love. I feel secure with you; I feel braver with you; I feel that I am and can be a better person with you. I understand that a relationship is not a one-way flow, it takes 2 to make a relationship work. :) I just hope I could do whatever that is in my capacity (with going too overboard ofc :P) to make this work. I really hope this would work out =)

"It's official, yours truly is in love and is loved by someone =)" S.Y.

To another dear friend :)

To: Kai Wen ^^

We've been to the same high school for years and I have known you as the most talkative (in a good way ;)) girl in class :D We hung out before with Lydia, Sue Theng and Tsu Min but I've not really known you. However, I'm extremely surprised and glad to find you (a familiar face) when I decided to study in UTAR. We even chose the same course! :D

I remember the time when we were neighbours. Remember we went out with your housemates to Kampar Old Town for the very first time via bicycle? We got sunburned at the end of the day but it was fun :)

The times we cycled together to university, no matter rain or shine. You even became my guide in the rain as my glasses tend to fog up and I can hardly see the road clearly.

We had the most awesome time chatting over dinner (Golden sand!! or Wings xD), lunch, breakfast (MM roti canai, morning market, nasi lemak etc :)), on the bus (when going home :P) or when shopping.

The fun time we had cooking stuff with our friends... :) Or that time we spent by the lake, just singing and chatting our time away. Do you remember those night trips to buy waffle, Ramli burger or other snacks; or eat from that roadside steamboat stall; or hunting for pretty accessories all over Kampar new town; or just shopping at that mini grocery store... The time we jogged and went to the playground in Westlake garden.

And not to mention, at the karaoke, when we sang a duet or a song, we were so cool! Or that time when you managed to get me to sing on stage in Meetoto :D

I'll miss those days; those moments greatly. I also appreciate the effort you have taken in order to show me the wonders of life and stop being that 'katak in bawah tempurung' :P I have experienced so much, enjoyed life so much and learned so much - things that I would never have known if it wasn't for you and our group of cool friends =) For that and many more gestures of friendship that you’ve shared, I just want to say that I really can never thank you enough. 

And on this special day, I just wanted you to know that you have been a great friend to me... and I hope I managed to fulfill my role as your friend by being there for you throughout all these years. I am extremely proud to call you one of my 4 best-est friends, perhaps the best-est of the best-est (is there even such a word? :P). No matter what happens in the future, I hope you'll know that you and the rest of our LL group will have a special place in my heart and mind always. May our friendship last forever~! =)

A birthday wish for a dear friend :)

To: Ah Ying :)

The first impression that I had of you during foundation is that you're the regal sort - tall, elegant, popular, smart, athletic, have mainstream fashion sense and not to forget, beautiful ;) ...well, everything, I believe, a person can be. Then I get to know you, through assignments, outings and in classes and tutorials, I've come to realised that you have a great sense of humour, good at speaking in public (love the way you carry yourself when you speak :)), a perfectionist (in a good way :)) and strong in character as well.

When we entered degree, HL, you and I made a pact to stick together as we knew our strengths and weaknesses and that we can rely on each other to get things done quickly as well as having fun in the process. I introduced Kai Wen, my long-standing friend from high school, to you all. We had a great start - everything we did, whatever we achieved were, in every way, excellent - we went through ups and downs with a will and we faced every challenge our lecturers can throw to us together.

When Ah Huan (and the guys, ofc :P) joined in, things became even more fun... more perfect. The bond we shared in this circle of 5, I believe, took a very long time to stabilise and once it reached so, it's very hard to break. The bonds that connected all of us are so intrinsic.. so complex, I have often wondered how do we managed forge these bonds anyway? It’s like.. well, a story from a fairy tale!

Anyhow, I appreciate everything that you've did for me or even sacrificed, knowingly or unknowingly, for me - helping me to get out of my shell is not an easy task I'm sure though not without help ofc :P. You know, you guys managed to get me to do stuff that my mum had tried for years and years without success ;). You’ve have brought me to places that I will never get to experience if I had stayed inside my shell. For that and many more gestures of friendship that you’ve shared, I can never thank you enough. I can only hope that I have also fulfilled my role as a friend by being there for you throughout these years.

From the deepest reaches of my heart, I am proud to call you one of my 4 best-est friends. No matter what happens in the future, I hope you'll know that you and the rest of our LL group will have a special place in my heart and mind always. May our friendship last forever~! =)

So, dear friend, on this special occasion, I would like to wish you a happy birthday! :)

Them feels

Seriously, I don't know what to do right now...

Okay let me start at the beginning~ since that terrible incident where I was heart broken (or feels like heart broken anyways), I have decided that I'll never find someone... or anyone. I'll enjoy life with my friends and family, and that's it.

But now, since I've been here (at IDC, AMDI, USM for postgrad - hopefully I can get straight PhD), my new friends have been trying to get A and me together. A's a great guy, I'll admit. He knows a lot of fun facts that I like to know about, he's quite okay-looking, he loves games and books, he's pretty humorous and is cool to hang out with. But he has his flaws and I have my flaws~ stuff that we haven't really talked about.

Yes, our major common point is RO2, a game which I enjoyed immensely with him, but is getting duller (questing can be quite dull actually... kill x amt of mobs) But from my actions, I scared he will read them wrongly - I'm trying to show that I'm interested. That's it for now. 

Is this what every lady go through at a certain stage in their lives? I was hoping a more active partner I guess. Someone who will take the first step once the time is right. But the time is not now. It's just too fast. I'm feeling a bit rushed. He's climbing the ranks of trust and he had just reached the very good friend level. It's just a bit too soon for him to move on further IMHO. Only time can tell I guess. But if he does ask, I think I will say yes. I just hope I didn't choose wrongly or that I will hurt him in the process of 'trying out'.

And, well, I think he might be too rushed in making his decision too - I've a feeling that I know his decision already. It's just up to me - me and my indecision... lol. He told me his mom asked him whether he is happy here - he said he is. Am I happy with him in particular? or with my friends?

We're going out with friends to Sunway this Wed. I have a weird feeling that this is the time I need to finally decide. It's my life~ I'll need to decide. I wish I can get advice from a not-so-awkward-to-talk-with-about-these-sort-of-stuff person. Sigh~

Also, I'll need to set my priorities right~ I've been delaying my lab work for days now as I'm prancing around RO2 with him along a delicate line. I wonder what will happen once I told him I need to quit RO2 or at least greatly reduce my gaming time. I wonder...?

... ... 22/1/13 Well.. update lol~ that escalated pretty fast - that talk this morning did opened my eyes a lot more =) I guess we'll see how it goes this Saturday ^^

'Okay WTH the wrong with my post? Seriously... I'm not going to use with an arrow sign in front or behind it to make an arrow ever! @.@' S.Y.

Boys Like Girls - Crazy World lyrics

Boys Like Girls - Crazy World

The world is moving at the speed of light.
A million lights are bouncing off a satellite.
You got the answer in the palm of your hand,
So many things that I don't understand.

It's a crazy world. yeah

People talking through the video,
Everybody's got their own damn TV show.
Everyday we're onto something new,
Another light is gonna get me closer to you.

I want it just like that,
It's a crazy world.
I wanna hold you now,
Just the boy and girl.
Sitting on the porch swing late at night,
Singing with the songs on the radio.
and I want it just like that,
It's a crazy world.

Lining up, start another war,
Can you really tell me what we're fighting for?
Stuck in the middle of a hurricane,
I think the world's start going insane.

I want it just like that,
It's a crazy world.
I wanna hold you now,
Just the boy and girl.
Sitting on the porch swing late at night,
Singing with the songs on the radio.
and I want it just like that,
It's a crazy world.

And I'm.. gonna make the world change,
I don't got to win the right.
I just wanna see your face tonight.

and I want it just like that,
It's a crazy world.
I wanna hold you now,
woah Just the boy and girl.
I want it just like that,
It's a crazy world.
I wanna hold you now,
Just the boy and girl.
Sitting on the porch swing late at night,
Singing with the songs on the radio.
and I want it just like that,
It's a crazy world
It's a crazy world
It's a crazy world

'It is indeed a crazy world =)' S.Y.

Boys Like Girls - Shoot lyrics

Boys Like Girls - Shoot

They say the life is like a long and ragged road,
Well, I've been falling asleep at the wheel.
My nine to five has got me long, I'm feeling old,
It's time to live for the things that are real.

So wake up and shake it, turn the car around.
Can you feel that, just take off and go out of this town.

Has anybody got a one way ticket
To brand new life, leave it all behind?
Put the battle to the metal,
Time for living like it's all green lights on the road tonight.
Find a little bit of love, find a little bit of truth,
Getting crooked at a backyard barbecue.
Find a little bit of peace and a little bit of you
And put a bullet in all these booze,
You're going to pull the trigger... shoot.
Shoot.

I go to work, I pay my bills, I buy my time,
Maybe it's time that I do something for myself.
I mow the grass, take out the trash, it's never done.
I'm not doing it all for myself.

I'm ready, I'm spreading, turn on the radio,
It's a good night, with all that,
So crank it up and here we go.

Here we go!

Has anybody got a one way ticket
To brand new life, leave it all behind?
Put the battle to the metal,
Time for living like it's all green lights on the road tonight.
Find a little bit of love, find a little bit of truth,
Getting crooked at a backyard barbecue.
Find a little bit of peace and a little bit of you
And put a bullet in all these booze,
You're going to pull the trigger
Shoot.

Well, god damn, Won't you give me something of that 'do you think'?
Singing "shoot".
Well, god damn, won't you give me something of that 'do you think'?
Singing "shoot".
Well, god damn, won't you give me something of that 'do you think'?
Singing "shoot".
Well, god damn, won't you give me something of that 'do you think'?

Has anybody got a one way ticket
To brand new life, leave it all behind?
Put the battle to the metal,
Time for living like it's all green lights on the road tonight.

Has anybody got a one way ticket
To brand new life, leave it all behind?
Put the battle to the metal,
Time for living like it's all green lights on the road tonight.
Find a little bit of love, a little bit of truth,
Getting crooked at a backyard barbecue.
Find a little bit of peace and a little bit of you
I'll get a brand new attitude
You're going to pull the trigger
Shoot.

Singing "shoot".
Well, god damn, won't you give me something of that 'do you think'?
Singing "shoot".
Well, god damn, won't you give me something of that 'do you think'?
Singing "shoot".
Well, god damn, won't you give me something of that 'do you think'?

'I just love this song!! =)' S.Y.

Toy Defense (PC) Cheat

Well, I'm a noob (had to search a lot of stuff before I manage to do this lol~) so I thought I should post more detailed instructions on how to get infinite amount of money and stars :P

Okay firstly, I've checked and it really works. So if you don't believe me - google this cheat and see how many other people agree with me lol~

[This instruction is tailored for win7 users]
[Note: It seems that this cheat is not applicable for the free trial version of Toy Defense, sorry!]

1. Make your ProgramData folder visible. How?

Show hidden files

Here's how to display hidden files and folders.

1. Open Folder Options by clicking the Start button , clicking Control Panel, clicking Appearance and Personalization, and then clicking Folder Options.
2. Click the View tab.
3. Under Advanced settings, click Show hidden files, folders, and drives, and then click OK.

(Source: http://windows.microsoft.com/en-MY/windows7/Show-hidden-files)

2. Go to ProgramData folder at your (C:) drive

3. Look for ToyDefense folder

4. Double click on Profiles folder

5. Right click on 00000001.xml file inside that folder and select 'open with...' and click 'notepad'

6. You should see a

n="shop_money" v="195"

somewhere in the jumble of codes. (you can use Ctrl+F to find it). Change the 195 value (it can be any number though, the original number shows the original number of shop money you have) to as many as you like :)
[NOTE: shop money is the gold stars you needed to upgrade your troops]

7. Save it by overwriting the original file (A Ctrl+S will do).

8. Enjoy!


In short - a pictorial guide

*Click picture to expand it.*
Btw, as you can see, my shop money was already edited ;)

By having infinite amount of stars, you can get life regeneration (in-game = meaning while playing the game), extra cash for building towers (in-game), tower upgrades and extra 'saving heroes' slot (you can buy this only after winning a game though).



Check out my list of fav Tower Defense games (reviews with some tips) here :)

Buy the game/ the second version of it @ Amazon - links below: